I'm in the photograph

i once wrote a song- well, lyrics really, about a photograph i have. they're some of my favorite, but i could never get music to fit to them right. it's frustrating; waiting for inspiration as I do. i have never crafted a song... they just seem to fall out of me in one big (or small) chunk. and the little pieces of songs I have, that I've carried around with me all these years... i fear that is all they will ever be because of this trend of mine.

but there is something to be said for the fact that in my most prolific time - spring term of my junior year - something happened. and i think it may be starting again. i have that same feeling in my chest. there is a newness in me. one that seems new and old, all at the same time. and all the pollution of the world did not, and will not, stop me from realizing my own renaissance.