duality

there is something uniquely disturbing about doing something so responsible while being at the same time so irresponsible.

tonight (really this morning) i loaded my freshly cleaned clothes into the dryer at 2:17 AM, drunk as can be. and this topic struck me. it's odd. it's like paying bills, or negotiating a land contract while under the influence. it's worth a pause and reflection.


=) (that smiley is for things i think, but do not say)

good night, and good luck.

love,
j.scott